Nothing is final: Neither the Good nor the bad

The mind is not final. If the mind knows it, it is not the path. If it is in the mind, it is not the purpose.

After my enlightenment, I could never say – “OK. I have found the path. This is it. Now I will walk”.

The path will always remain unknown. Nothng is final. This is because now I am no one to decide on a path. The moment I say “Ok. this is it”, I am trying to come to a conclusion.

This is also applicable to all the fearful thoughts I get. They are not the path either. They are not final. I cannot conclude that “Now, I am in trouble, this is the dreadful path I have to walk”.

Nothing is final.

The awareness is personified but not a person

There are two entities. One, the awareness and two, the physical body. I am the awareness. What I address as “I” is the awareness.

After my enlightenment, I was afraid. If I am only the “awareness” of my own emptiness – then the question comes “Who is afraid?”. I could not answer this question for a long time until today. 

Today I realized that this awareness is personified and it is a revolution. It has an “I”. But this awareness is not the physical body. 

The awareness is personified but not a person.

I, the awareness, is/was afraid of its own emptiness – of the emptiness and not of another “mass” as the awareness is massless.

I am the “awareness”. I have become aware of my own emptiness. But I am not the physical body. I know that I am empty, devoid of mass, and hence I am afraid.

The “I”  (the awareness) is expressing itself through the physical body. My physical body and actions are an expression of the “I”.

The physical body is a tool or the “I” (awareness). The awareness interacts with the world with the help of the physical body. The awareness gets is plan accomplished with the help of the physical body.

I am aware of the “I”, I know I am the “I”, but others see me as the physical body. They do not know the “I”.

So, what I think of myself as, and what others think of me are very different.

Our Most Stable State

Our most stable state is a state of continuous self-search. We keep searching “who we are”. We cannot tolerate stagnation.  When we conclude, we tend to become stagnant – but this is not our real nature. The moment we feel we are stagnant, we start to search again.

Ever wondered why we seek free time? To search;  to stay inconclusive and search.

When we continue with an activity for some time we seem to get stagnant. We seek time to search but remain inconclusive.

This is what we are – inconclusive – unfathomable – infinite.