How is my way of working?
I trust first and if I get ditched, it is OK. But I take the first step.
Internally this is my thought process. I do not wait for the other to take the first step. Rather I take the first step. I give them a chance. I take the risk. I do not allow the other to take the risk. I take it all on myself.
Then why not give a chance to the universe?
Thus, I trust the universe. Trust is all about taking the first step. There should be no logic why I should trust. One just takes the first step and trusts.
Now I have taken it all on myself. All the risk is mine.
I am waiting for the universe to respond back.
Here the process is continuous. One keeps trusting. There is no end to it. There is no end to the risk. The risk is always there, there is no end to the risk. It does not end.
Maybe it will end after some time – I do not know. The universe will also respond to my trust.
The fact is that I have already surrendered. I am afraid, scared and trembling. This is what happens when you trust – you get scared. You have given yourself completely.
I am waiting for the universe to reciprocate my trust.
Onami 